About Me
About me :
Greetings! I’m Adham, a university student currently navigating my way through academics, personal growth, and figuring out life one step at a time. I am currently studying Diploma in Computer Science in University Poly-Tech Malaysia. I enjoy the simple things, good food, great movies, exciting stories, and the occasional deep conversation about life with my favourite person. Since this blog is all about getting to know me, let me share a few things that define who I am.
1. My love for Japanese Media
I first knew about anime from a friend of mine back in second year of middle school, he told me what anime is and the difference from normal cartoon and he recommended me to watch One-Punch Man, which is the first anime I watched. I thoroughly enjoyed it since it had a very different style of narrative and animation from normal cartoon, and it doesn’t seem childish. It helps too that the animation of the One-Punch Man anime is amazingly. Being a 12 episode series, it had the quality of a visually stunning film from the cinema. It was a great starter for someone getting into this new media.
During this period of this, the pandemic occurred throughout the whole world. This gave me a lot of opportunity to watch a lot of anime. Some example would be Tokyo Ghoul, Naruto, Dragon Ball, JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure, and One Piece. Even though those series has an average of 200 episodes, I managed to watch all of them since I had the time to. I fell in love with this new style media that I found and had developed a passion for it.
As I keep watching based on my interest, I chanced upon series with philosophical meaning behind the story. My favourite would be Vinland Saga. Vinland Saga is an anime that masterfully blends historical drama, intense action, and deep philosophical themes. Set during the Viking Age in the 9th century, the story follows Thorfinn, a young warrior who embarks on a path of revenge after witnessing the brutal murder of his father, Thors. What starts as a tale of vengeance gradually evolves into something much deeper, an exploration of war, loss, and the pursuit of a true purpose in life.
The early episodes of Vinland Saga set up a brutal and unforgiving world where might makes right, and war is an everyday reality. Thorfinn, once a carefree child, is consumed by his hatred for Askeladd, the cunning and charismatic leader responsible for his father’s death. Instead of killing Askeladd outright, Thorfinn chooses to stay by his side, hoping to earn the right to duel him in an honorable fight. As the series progresses, it subverts expectations by showing the true cost of violence and the emptiness of vengeance. The introduction of Prince Canute further shifts the narrative, bringing in themes of leadership, power, and the meaning of a just ruler.
At its core, Vinland Saga is a story about finding peace in a world of violence. It questions the cycle of revenge and challenges the belief that strength alone defines a man. The second season, in particular, shifts away from war and focuses on self-discovery, forgiveness, and breaking free from a life of hatred. Thorfinn’s struggles mirror real human dilemmas, what does it mean to truly live, and is it possible to escape a past filled with bloodshed? Vinland Saga is not just an anime about Vikings, it’s a deeply emotional and philosophical journey that explores the weight of violence and the search for something greater than war. With brilliant storytelling, stunning animation, and unforgettable characters, I fell in love with this series.
Fun fact: the Vinland Saga that the characters are searching for is actually America. This anime features Leif Erikson, the first man to set foot on America, and Leif is interestingly one of the father figure for Thorfinn. Its amazing how such a narrative is displayed in this anime.
2. My Love for Martial arts
While indulging in my passion of anime, I came across a very interesting anime named Baki. Baki is the story of a young boy, who ever since birth was trained and honed to a strong warrior to fight his father, Yujiro, the strongest creature on earth. Baki loves to do this exercise called shadow boxing. The name "shadow boxing" comes from the idea that you're fighting an invisible opponent, almost like sparring with your own shadow. Baki’s imagination is so vivid that he could actually feel the invisible opponent, and would get cuts and bruises from his shadow boxing sessions. I was instantly drawn to the idea of this exercise. So I start search on how to perform it.
I came across a video on the YouTube channel “fightTIPS” that demonstrated how to perform shadow boxing, and that simple exercise completely changed my outlook. I started practicing it almost every day, and before I knew it, I had developed a genuine passion for boxing. As I continued, I dove deeper into the world of boxing by watching other YouTube channels like “Tony Jeffries,” which helped me refine my skills. Over the months, I’ve seen noticeable improvements in my form and the combinations I’m able to throw. Every session feels like I’m getting closer to mastering it, and I’m loving every moment of this journey.
As my love for boxing grew, I started exploring other martial arts as well. What began with a simple shadowboxing routine turned into a full-blown obsession with combat sports. I found myself going down endless YouTube rabbit holes, watching everything from Muay Thai, kickboxing and Karate to Brazilian Jiu-jitsu and wrestling. Channels like “Hard2Hurt,” “Sensei Seth,” “Lawrence Kenshin,” became my go-to sources for learning techniques, strategies, and even the philosophy behind different fighting styles.
At first, I was just watching for fun, but over time, I realized I was actually picking up a lot. I’d study footwork drills, defensive maneuvers, and striking techniques, then try them out during my shadowboxing sessions. It felt like I was training, even without a gym or a coach. The more I learned, the more fascinated I became with how each martial art has its own strengths, weaknesses, and unique way of approaching a fight.
What really hooked me was seeing how much thought goes into every movement, how a simple shift in weight can generate more power in a punch or how angling your stance can make you harder to hit. It’s not just about brute force; it’s about position, precision, timing and adaptability. I started to respect fighters on a whole new level, not just for their physical abilities but for their intelligence and discipline.
Now, martial arts is more than just a hobby for me. It’s something I genuinely love learning about, even if I’m not in a gym sparring with others. Whether it’s breaking down fight analysis videos or practicing techniques in front of a mirror, I can’t get enough of it.
3 My Favorite Person
During our first year of high school, we ended up in the same class, 4IS. At first, we didn’t really notice each other, but that changed sooner rather than later. Since we sat close to each other, we eventually started talking, especially during group activities. Over time, I grew closer to her and her two friends, and before I knew it, the four of us were spending recess together, chatting during class, and just having fun.
After a few months, I began to realize that she was always there for me in a way that others weren’t. I remember one particular moment during our Malay speaking test. I didn’t do well, and I was really upset about it. But she comforted me, reassuring me in a way that made me feel better almost instantly. From that point on, our bond grew even stronger, and I found myself drawn to her more and more.
Eventually, I realized my feelings had deepened, and I couldn’t keep them to myself anymore. So, I decided to confess. To my surprise, and happiness, it turned out she had feelings for me from the very beginning. And we ended our first year of high school together.
After we confessed, the school holiday started, so we could only talk through WhatsApp. That time apart actually helped us get to know each other better. We had long conversations about anything and everything—our interests, our thoughts, and random little things. It felt exciting, like we were slowly understanding each other on a deeper level.
When school reopened for our second year, we were still in the same class, and at first, everything was great. We spent more time together, laughing and having fun. But as time went on, things became a bit bittersweet. We were both still immature, and small misunderstandings often turned into arguments. Little things that shouldn’t have mattered would cause unnecessary tension, and during the first few months, this happened quite often.
Then came the time for our SPM, the most important exams of our school years. But instead of facing it with a clear mind, our relationship was falling apart. Our constant arguments only got worse, affecting not just our emotions but also our ability to focus. We started getting irritated over the smallest things, little mistakes, unmet expectations, or even just misunderstandings. What should have been a time of studying and preparing for our future turned into a cycle of stress and frustration.
Our fights became exhausting. It felt like no matter what we did, we were always upsetting each other. The relationship that once brought us happiness had become a burden, something that drained us rather than lifted us up. Even though we both managed to pass our SPM with great results, the damage had already been done.
Over time, I started feeling sick of the arguments. Every time she got upset or brought up something that bothered her, I felt drained instead of willing to listen. I grew tired of the tension, tired of the constant back-and-forth, tired of feeling like we were stuck in an endless loop of problems. And eventually, we both reached our breaking point.
One day, we simply couldn’t hold on anymore. We broke up, and it wasn’t a peaceful one. She blocked me on every platform except my phone number. It was painful, but at that point, we both knew we couldn’t continue. As much as it hurt, the time apart taught us a lot—about ourselves, about each other, and about what we needed to grow.
Over time, we finally understood what we had been doing wrong. We learned that we had to truly listen to each other, and not just hear, but understand. We realized that trying to control the other person, even with good intentions, would only lead to frustration. I couldn’t change her, and she couldn’t change me, because only we could change ourselves. And with that realization came a new sense of acceptance, both for ourselves and for each other.
This experience made me more empathetic, not just toward her, but toward people in general. Our love story might seem childish to most adults, just another teenage relationship full of ups and downs. But to me, it was one of the most valuable lessons in life. I learned that life isn’t just about me, it’s about others too. It’s about understanding, compromise, and seeing beyond my own perspective. When I truly grasped this, I found myself becoming more understanding, more aware of people’s emotions, even if I didn’t know them deeply. And for that, I will always appreciate her.
She wasn’t a bad person. She was just like me, a kid trying to figure things out. We weren’t mature when we first got together, but through all the struggles, we learned, we grew, and we became better because of it.
With this new understanding, I found the courage to reach out to her. I texted her from my phone number and told her everything, how I felt, how thankful I was, and how she had helped shape me into a better person. To my relief, she felt the same way. She told me she had gone through the same growth, and she thanked me for it as well.
Thankfully, we were able to rebuild our connection. I won’t lie, we still have disagreements and misunderstandings now and then. But unlike before, we can actually talk things through, and it never turns into a fight. Our relationship has improved so much, and I can’t express how grateful I am for that.
I’m truly thankful that she came into my life. Even though it was difficult at times, it was all worth it in the end. And as we move forward, I can only hope for the best—for both of us.
I love you Syifa <3
4. Very Proficient at math
Ever since I was a kid, math has always come naturally to me. While some of my classmates struggled with numbers, equations, and formulas, I found them almost intuitive. It wasn’t just about memorizing steps or following rules, I genuinely understood the logic behind mathematical concepts. No matter what topic we covered in class, whether it was fractions in primary school or calculus in secondary school, I could grasp it quickly.
From an early age, I consistently scored top marks in math. Tests and exams never felt stressful because solving math problems felt more like a fun challenge than a burden. While other subjects required a lot of memorization, math was different, it made sense, and as long as I understood the principles, I could work through any question. That natural ease helped me maintain high grades throughout my school years.
When I reached secondary school, I decided to take Additional Mathematics, which was known to be one of the toughest subjects in the curriculum. It was definitely more challenging than regular math, but I enjoyed the complexity. Even when certain topics got difficult, I never felt discouraged, I liked the process of figuring things out and breaking down problems step by step. In SPM, I scored an A- in Additional Mathematics and an A in Mathematics, which I was proud of, considering how much effort I put into both subjects.
Looking back, I realize that my love for math isn’t just about numbers, it’s about problem-solving, logic, and the satisfaction of finding the right answer. Even now, I still appreciate the way math teaches structure and critical thinking, skills that apply to so many areas of life.
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